.Friday, January 2, 2009 ' 7:13 PM Y
& your love is all i ever wanted
it's 2009. how days pass . . spent new year's eve with you at ur aunt place. its great seeing how ur aunt has her family of friends who knew each other well. I MISSED THE FIREWORKS tho. hah. a little too late. heard it was awesome. I always have this thing for the skies. i mean fireworks, stars, sun and wateva display works. i never get tired of it. a little sad to start the new year but well. doesn't matter cause i've got you. im happy!! 
and yes, waiting for work to start this coming 
mon. i'll see my new batch of kids!! =) brace myself.
and to you,
forgive me for having to start the new year this way. its for the best. whateva tt i've tried to do seem to be backfiring on me constantly. im left like tt. battered. tired. time will heal me. time is what it takes. even so, you'll always here with me. contradicting but yes. life is.
time; i need. pulling away from you; i cant. dun have the strength to.
who will come and save me?
